Giuliana
Mosaic Trisomy 18
Born: August 2010
This is the story of Giuliana Lynn. She was born in August of 2010 weighing 4lbs.
and 2.5 oz. My pregnancy with Giuliana
was relatively normal. It was another high risk pregnancy, not specifically
because of G but previous factors related to my other children. Once again this
meant making multiple trips to the doctor. I loved it though because abounding
ultrasounds revealed another amazing baby who would complete our family! The
only indicator that something could be off was that Giuliana was slightly
gestationally behind in size. The
doctors didn’t feel that it was of concern yet couldn't rule out issues. Either
way, nothing could have changed our course of action. We do not believe in genetic screening and
therefore would not have consented to the testing. Shortly after she arrived, the physicalities of genetic
anomaly were apparent. The doctors noted her birth weight was low, sternum was
short, fingers were slightly overlapping, and she had slight rocker bottom
feet. She was also in significant respiratory distress. It appeared that the
NICU fully intended to let her struggle it out on her own and therefore we
requested someone help her. At that point, Giuliana was intubated. Blood was then drawn and taken to the lab in order to
finalize a diagnosis. There were high suspicions that Giuliana had Trisomy 18
(Edwards Syndrome), a genetic condition that occurs in approximately 1/6000
live births. While waiting on the quick results, Giuliana was given a full
exam. It was discovered that she also had multiple cardiac defects. Giuliana was born with a large VSD, ASD, and
a PDA and 90% of babies born with trisomy 18 usually have some type of cardiac
defect. It now seemed obvious that Giuliana's anomalies were not coincidental,
but most definitely related to this syndrome to which we were unfamiliar.
After 24 hours, the blood work confirmed that Giuliana was positive for full trisomy 18, meaning every cell in her body contained an extra copy of the 18th chromosome. Upon the formal diagnosis, Giuliana was quickly recommended to be removed from breathing assistance, even after we were promised “time” with our daughter. We asked the hospital staff for one more day with Giuliana. They reluctantly agreed and we were also told to start preparing funeral arrangements. Her breathing tube would be pulled immediately after her picture session and Baptism the next day.
There would be no alternatives, no reintubation. The order
had been staff made on her behalf, and we knew no better at that time that we
had choices to dispute.
After her breathing tube was pulled, there were two options. Live or die, and both depended on G. Evidence shows that if babies with trisomy 18 receive only comfort care while in the NICU then around 1/3 will die before hospital discharge. Intubation well surpasses the simple intervention, like oxygen, that is still often considered “invasive” for a child with trisomy 18. Not fully understanding the resistive mindset or knowing that statistically a baby like Giuliana who required breathing help and had a cardiac defect, should not have made it home from the hospital, we held her and waited....
Fortunately, Giuliana was able to breathe on her own and our
hospital gave her a gradual respiratory step down to room air. Once G proved
she could handle breathing, we were finally given the newborn hearing and
vision assessment, as well as the infant car seat test. We were going to be sent home without any
"emergency" equipment and my husband and I were not at all
comfortable with that scenario. We requested(on more than one occasion) to discharge with
home use oxygen and a pulse oximeter. We eventually received our request
inadvertently realizing we had actually won a huge victory. Leaving the hospital with this ‘life saving’
equipment is also against the typical discharge protocol for trisomy 18.
“Take your baby home and love her” is the common catch
phrase. And of course, that was
easy. The difficulty was leaving the
hospital on day ten and being welcomed at home with a Hospice nurse and a Do
Not Resuscitate Order. Sadly this is also standard routine for trisomy 18
neonates because their condition is viewed by most professionals as futile.
Signing the DNR order is an unfortunate choice that parents, including
ourselves, are often unknowingly steered to walk. Once parents realize exactly
what accepting Hospice care means, they often choose to discharge from the plan
and lift the DNR. Still, doctors have consciously reinstated DNR orders even
against parental consent, and it happens all too frequently.
For us, Giuliana was always a survivor. Why not? Someone's child had to be the 10%
that lived and we knew that was G. We knew she was temporarily strong, yet that
she would not live long without her heart being repaired. We were fully
prepared to do whatever Giuliana needed, without question. At that point we
didn’t realize we were battling a diagnosis with such immense stigma that we
would not only be fighting Giuliana’s health timeline, but the medical
community as well. We requested that she be recommended for a full cardiac
repair at our local hospital and we were blatantly denied. What we were
offered, was a variety of lies as to why our daughter could not have her heart
repaired. This denial is habitual for
trisomy 18 children. In fact, rarely will any early surgical repair be
suggested. Cardiac demise is part of the reason that only a small 10% of children
will live to see their first birthday milestone. New studies, however, show
that families who persist on and receive
early surgical intervention could increase the first year survival rate
up to 18-25%. We were not going to let a refusal stop us, and we looked
further. We didn’t know a cardiac repair had to be 'case specific' because of
trisomy 18 and our instinctual approach to her care seemed to be what was
necessary in order to find her surgeon.
Our quest to naturally interview surgeons and facilities continued daily
without cessation. We would have done this for any of our children and we did
not stop until we found someone we believed was qualified enough for OUR own
standards. Our surgeon accepted Giuliana as a baby with a cardiac need, and did
not view her as a diagnosis. At only 2.5 months old, we drove our family 23
hours to meet the cardio thoracic surgeon who would repair Giuliana's heart.
Before the surgery, the majority of the team (surgical & cardiology) voted
to call her surgery off. However, our
surgeon knew that it was our belief and right to give our daughter the best
possible chance to live a rich, full life with her family. He defended our
requisition as 'acceptable and educated' and without hesitation, repaired
Giuliana. Her heart surgery was incredibly easy and she recovered quickly. The
cardiac repair was by far the easiest surgery, mentally, we have ever given
Giuliana. Without fixing her heart, she would NOT be with us today.
Once we were home, Giuliana continued to develop quickly and
just slighly behind ‘normal’ milestone markers. One of Giuliana’s specialists
was compelled to look deeper into her diagnosis because trisomy 18 is
classically characterized by severe developmental delays. In many cases, having
normal cells will increase the advantage of a child to develop on a more
regular developmental timeline. Revisiting the initial blood work showed her
original diagnosis was incorrect. G did not have full trisomy 18 but the lesser
and statistically more rarely occurring form of the diagnosis. Her new formal
diagnosis was trisomy 18 mosaic.
Meaning, Giuliana had a portion of "normal" unaffected cells
in her body, and also those cells still fully "affected" by the extra
18th chromosome. No further blood or skin cell testing was ever done because
the desire to 'reconfirm' on our part, was insignificant. The words
"trisomy baby" or "mosaic trisomy" are merely labels to us.
We have always treated Giuliana as a person.
A little girl who was fully
deserving of care, just like her siblings.
Giuliana’s path was interrupted around the 10 month mark as
she began to suffer from food and laxative intolerances. The next full year
would require multiple surgeries, that at certain points, were life
threatening. None of these surgeries had anything to do directly with trisomy
18. However, assumptions always came
full circle back to the stigma that G was ill because of her trisomy diagnosis.
It was(and will likely always be) a continuous game. As parents, intuition and
attention to detail on her behalf, are what helped save Giuliana’s life. At the threshold, we personally switched her
diet to entirely gluten-free and rid her sensitive system of the harsh chemical
laxatives that were suppressing it. G
began to flourish again, but not without sustaining some lasting neurological
and physical setbacks. She has continued
to regain lost skills from her brush with chemical toxicity and we love that
each day she becomes all around more proficient.
Giuliana is now 2.5 years old and her special gift to the
world is her life. We are so pleased she can use her life to inspire others.
This gift of hope does not have to disappear after diagnosis is made, nor is it
shameful to continue to believe in possibility. G is living proof to this
statement.
There has been many changes along the way, but for us
initially, all we wanted was a living face to see. We were told that no
children can survive with trisomy 18, and we now know this is 100% false! WE
now deliver the honor ourselves! Our own
beautiful Giuliana is gleaming, and we share her as the irrefutable face of
life that the ‘lethal’ diagnosis so flagrantly can not deny!
We hope these stories of children with trisomy will inspire you. From cleft lips to contagious smiles, group of families are here to offer you support as you begin your trisomy journey. It seems we only hear of the problems that come with a child having Trisomy . There is so much more to these sweet lives. Each day the living children bring joy to their families as they accomplish simple tasks or reach a milestone, the angels remind us that life is short but a blessing all the same and they will forever be engraved in our hearts. Be sure to check back for our next story or update and until then....Embrace life one moment at a time ~ Vanessa
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We hope these stories of children with trisomy will inspire you. From cleft lips to contagious smiles, group of families are here to offer you support as you begin your trisomy journey. It seems we only hear of the problems that come with a child having Trisomy . There is so much more to these sweet lives. Each day the living children bring joy to their families as they accomplish simple tasks or reach a milestone, the angels remind us that life is short but a blessing all the same and they will forever be engraved in our hearts. Be sure to check back for our next story or update and until then....Embrace life one moment at a time ~ Vanessa
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